Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Betrayal after Betrayal, i have learnt my lesson, yet i continue to plunge myself inside. I feel no more pain, i sense no more sadness, just numbness and emptiness. I keep holding hopes, yet time after time, i am disappointed, but yet incident after incident, i place trust in that it wouldnt end this way, i hoped on, but as all sees, it just ends the same way.
When all is rosy and peaceful, no war, no fights, no conflicts, everyone is your best friend, when in times of conflict and war, hardship arises, and it becomes every man for himself, then its when true frens arise, if you have anyone that cares for you.
Well i certainly cared, and you didn, i treated you with 100% but u returned me less than 10%. i trusted in you time after time, yet you disappointed me time after time. i Dont blame you, but i wish you could think about what you did to me. i was pushed into the gutter by you, but i feel no sense of death. my spirit dies, my soul sucked, but just remebered your part, and that's enough for me.
& more clueless fears.
7:01 AM
