Monday, March 31, 2008
Monday, the day before execution day.
"HUH why same as Sunday?"
Yah cause i realise Tuesday is really the mad day, all the Lit stuff hits home with physics as well. Plus my whole afternoon-evening is hogged with tuition and other stuff. i so dread it man, just want to get it through as fast as possible, cause wednesday is going to be a super slack day. LJ day.
Still refining CRP since i finished my Lit essay in school during the freek period and lunch. The CRP being our first one in the year, is really bloody controversial and weird/confusing that's why i keep changing it. Yah but done soon. After that just have to do up my physics, that's all.
Anw, i felt the BB week collection is mostly screw up on my part, i'll reflect about it when i cant fall asleep. But i feel that this year is really screwed up, as in yah, i had "good" sources so i became kind of dependent and complacent, so when the sources screwed up, i got nothing to fall back on. I'll think about it and how to improve next year, while trying to salvage myself somehow.
AQ is coming up this Sat, i think i'll save those thoughts for somewhere else rather than the blog.
Alright there was this weird thing i heard on my way home today. A middle aged man who seemed rather unkempt was riding his bike past me and he slowed down to ask me in chinese some stuff but i guess i'll translate. Basically he said something about us being the Book muggers and him being the free soul, like wandering around and caring only about what's right smacked infront of him. He asked me if i dreamed to be like him, actually i didn't think about it. But it won't change much anyway, in life there are always basic obligations to follow. No point spending too much thought on it to stress yourself also, make out of what you have then.
Anw, i am feeling rather sleepy now, better get my work done ASAP and sleep. Tmr is the execution day afterall, must die happy and energetic.
Day 5: A car that is so beautiful. See no touch, theres no touch no see though, and of course paying any amounts of money wont help lighten the situation.
& more clueless fears.
7:48 AM
