Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Just came back from my doc visit, happen that i am almost fully recovered. Good news?
On my way there there was a bump on the road and i stumbled, but gained back my poise quickly and at least for the next few steps, i felt really confidant as i thought about what i did. Yeah and it made me remember about Kieran on Enrolment service. He had a mental block and forgot his score right before the march out, but amazingly, no one noticed coz he just played random stuff along with the beat, even i was so engrossed with my own piping that i rarely noticed any difference. It's really about how you want to pick yourself up after a stumble and feel about it afterwards. Choice man, confidance is the right one.
It was really amazing how the doc could describe my personality so vividly by looking at no not the shape but the texture of my hair. Yes, sounds unbelieveable but true, maybe he guessed abit but it was definitely an informed guess. Well it made me reflect and think about my own personality and possible pitfalls i am more inclined to fall into as of compared to other people and of coz not forgetting the strength of my own personality as well. It came as 2 buses on the road, 73 and 56. One after each other, it felt like looking at my train of thoughts looking at the 2 buses, so weird.
I decided to sleep before 11 tonight, so i shall do as much as i can before that. Anyway, tried chasing the phamplets i sent out but to no avail, abit sad right? Again, dependence and complacency on shaky sources. I learnt my lesson.
If you're wondering why i put Day 7 and Day 6 today, it's because i have been posting about the Day one day before it happened, so now i decide to catch up.
Day 7: Jealousy. I went to the driving center today to learn how to drive. When i saw the tester telling the testee " Once you get out of here, you bear the consequence of your own faults and flaws, as well as your glories and achievements". And i saw the old car there, a imprint of a driver and i haven't really learnt how to drive.
& more clueless fears.
6:31 AM
