Friday, May 02, 2008
Let us not see what aint meant for us to see, what others do not wish for us to see, not because of mistrust, but just no feeling enough or energy to say it out. No need to, I try to timely convince myself of that.
Let all hide out things not meant to be shown, not meant to affect a joyous mood, let show none others wish not to see, not because of lack or care, just careless indifference and indulgence. No need to, I try to timely convince myself of that.
Let try to hide away from each other, and still show acts of concern reaping no return or answers, not lack of mutual understanding, just respect, not wanting to affect each other's mood. No need to, I try to timely convince myself of that.
Let move on away from things that do not correspond for ages, events meant for dreamland and Disney alone, not stubborness, but grasping for short-lasting moments that speed past. No need to, I try to timely convince myself of that.
Let not the feeling show, not because it is heading in the wrong way, but it just needs time, a long long time, before it matures fully. No need to, I try to timely convince myself of that.
Let the tears finally flow, admist the smile still concots that faint sense of ever-diminishing sadness, fading away with every personal effort, in face of every giant of a challenge. Yet still motivated to go the extra mile. Why? Because both pillars cannot crumble together, the one here will stand sturdy and tall no matter what.
It is not fake, nothing is, all is made real with effort. Convince me it is worth it, so I may have strength to continue. I will do what I can, given all limitations not meant to be crossed over.
That tugging heart string, let it be calm;
and strong as well~
& more clueless fears.
8:13 AM
