Saturday, May 10, 2008
Courageless and cowardly,
The tests are more or less over, with what is left is bascially a Timed PBQ in the lab (not sure if it is counted yet) and a Philo Quiz and CCT. But there is still so much more stuff to do, for e.g. Open House, Concept essay, Blog 2, Social Advocacy Letter and Final Proposal. Not forgetting how mad the June Hols would be with the Rinjani trip, RE sales, Band competition and a load of Lit work. And of course it just gets worst with the coming of Term 3 and handover.
Thinking through life, I don't really get a proper break till the Sec4 Dec Hols, abit saded right, but it is more or less the same as say at least 30%-40% of the population. The whole point is to be caught admist all this busyness and not have anytime for anything out of schedule, once in a while maybe, we decide to catchup on people around us whom were once invisible.
Yet there are always excuses that about not keeping in touch due to the whirlpool of bombarding events in life. No matter how tough things get, the time on the busrides, the time while walking home, the time while just doing nothing in that short break inbetween lessons, the time while on the move, the time while staring at the ceiling and blanking out moments before sleep hit. All that time will always be there, small gaps of time, just how we make use of it to hold things dear to us just as close as before, no matter how heavy going life gets.
And i don't mean we have to spend all our private time out, and leave nothing to ourselves, and holding things close does not mean you have to make any form of physical contact or communication, like always, the thought and the heart is enough to count, to make the next small precious moments 2 friends have together even more special due to the wait, the anxiousness and of course the rarity of it in our lives.
Strong and brave,
I choose~
& more clueless fears.
3:11 AM
